On the outside
I look like
I'm fine.
Like I"m holding it all together.
But on the inside - I'm
SCREAMING!
I'm trying to
scream loud
enough for you
to hear me,
But you can't.
No sound
escapes.
I wish you
could read
my mind.
I wish I
had the
strength
and courage
to tell you how
I feel.
I feel like nothing
matters -
my past I'd like
to erase
my future - is it
worth it?
my present - all
it is is surviving
one day to the
next - Just
surviving.
I'm tired, so
tired.
I think I deserve
relief - a break -
a feeling of safety.
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